So these are songs that I've made last week. I just want to share it here. (just tag me if you have comments.^_^)



Repeat it Back To You

Remember when you push me away
Taking me for granted
You don't care how I feel
But still here I am
Just feeling numb for you

But now that I've realized the
things you've done
It's my turn to make you feel
the same thing you made me feel

* Yes, I'm acting so harsh
I'm acting so rude
Nothing like you've met before
the one that you keep pushing through
You'll gonna feel the pain
I'm gonna repeat it back to you

Now you're waiting for me at
the bench
too late in the afternoon
Then I flashback before
when I used to wait for you
at the same bench
sitting, looking at the sky

And when you suggest
for several break ups
but I refuse
you never know how I feel
in those times
And now I'm the one repeating those
scenes and you're the one refusing
yet it's breaking inside of me
*

This has been planned
I want you to know how it
feels
Do you even know how to love someone?
Do you know how to be treated wrong by your love one?
Do you know
Do you know
how it hurts so much
You won't care anyway
you won't
*

Last part:

Why did you ever take my hand
if you'll just let it go so easily

My Little Perfect Confession

I know that I never really showed you
how I really feel
I know that I acted wrong with you
so wrong
that I broke your heart
every time we're together
I never noticed you nor cared for you
but don't you know that I was faking it
Cause I'm scared to admit it

* But believe me, I really did love you
Forgive me if I never really showed you
I know you'll never wanted to see me again
Yet I hope you will understand
my little perfect confession

I admit, I'm wrong
I'm selfish, I'm rude
But I did felt something
I just don't know how to act it right
I was afraid but I hope you'll still catch me anyway
Pls. don't let go of me yet
Promise you I'll change
*

I mistreated your love
I never appreciated you
but that's not me, not me
Pls. don't go yet
I'll chase a million steps from you
to bring you back

A part of me is now over
I'll show you the real me
*
Hope you'll understand
you'll understand
I hope you'll understand
My little perfect confession

Over

I have been waiting for your promise
for you to change you're old ways
I've been wondering why still wait
If you keep repeating the same mistakes
Then you'll say it's life

there are hard times, there are temptations
So I'll give you a chance but you'll always bringing me down
Do you really love me?

*You should have thought before
All the time you've wasted
Stop crying in front of me
and just let me go
Don't think that this isn't hard for me
Cause it's a million harder than you think
But I can't keep this happening over again
Now, I should move on and you should too
Cause it's over

Should I still wait
for the river to run dry
for you to keep your vow
You have been hurting me
Breaking me
for the hundred times
No it's over. You're time has end
you've wasted long enough to give you
another chance

I'm tired of listening to
you explanations over again
You're reasons has been
old enough to believe
Can't you see that I'm not happy
Tears flooded my entire life with you
I don't want to feel pain no more
It's over
*

Over
It's Over

Jin already left. She must be in California at this time. Sad thing is, she left so fast that she didn't even had a chance to join my birthday party(Jin your gift! jowks). I will miss you! Ei Jin, I think you forgot something. Well, last tuesday when tin and I were going home, we passed by Jin's notebook in the hallway, Kai was there too. It was the notebook I was begging her to give me. Good thing, she left it here in the Phil. and she's there at California.WAHAHAHA! Ok, so we dealt that we only write thoughts about Jin on her notebook.

Anyway, Taylor was intervied in the view about the incident and Kanye apologized.

Yes! It's my birthday. I've got lots of money and I just had a party a while ago, not a big one actually just a simple birthday party. This is my best day, it should be, it's my day! Well, the only disadvantage about today is that I got a year older(ahh..). I am now fifteen, can u believe that? I remembered the time when Myrtle and Jin announced at the side of the mansion(in asil) that we'll(tin and I) be entering our teen years after that day. So it was 2 years already. Time is truly fast. Well, guys as bad as it is, it's life. We'll always get older and older the following years.

Ok guys, don't be shock. There's a possibility that we won't be joining prom. It's so frustrating, that's one of the best moments of being a teen though at time I mock that event.LOL. But honestly I really do want to go. But somethings blocking that moment, FINANCIAL PROBLEMS! I understand grandma, it's just a critical year to deal with the financially headache prom could bring. Now that our lola revealed that our lolo has a crucial health problem and she needs to pay thousands of pesos everyday. I was really shocked when she said that, explaining facts about our situation. But she also stated that we could join prom if we could earn our own money. So I am finding way to earn money. I would volunteer to jobs like a teacher for koreans in cyber, which I already have. Or maybe I could join singing contest.hehe. I ave it all stored in my mind.

As much as I hate to tell you this guys, I just can't help it. After our party ended, I sat down infront of our laptop trying to find some cool topics to read. So as usual I visited starmometer.com where I found 2 posts about Taylor Swift. The first post was outrageous. The headline wrote "Kanye West ruined Taylor Swift VMA award" kinda like that. So obviously I clicked it and read what happened, kinda worried. I found out that Taylor Swift won VMA Best Female Video of the year which is really cool but this arrogant Kanye West suddenly snatch the microphone disgracely to Taylor Swift and said “Yo Taylor. I’m really happy for you. I’m gonna let you finish but Beyonce had one of the best videos of all time. One of the best videos of all time!” Taylor was speechless and teary-eyed. I hate him, honeslty I never even knew Kanye West at all which made my first impression towards him horrible. He can't just ran off te stage and tell that infront of Taylor and the audience, He should be sued by doing that. Good thing, the audience booed Kanye West and had a standing Ovation for Taylor Swift. Beyonce was really nice, she bring Taylor on stage when she won the most prestigious awars of the night "Video of the Year" and Taylor delivered her speech of acceptance for the second and time and she also sang "You Belong with Me" .I just have to stop this rant. He already payed for his mistake, there are so much people now who's also hating and detesting him so and Taylor's fans grew because of that event. Anyway, here's the video.

So these are songs that I've made last week. I just want to share it here. (just tag me if you have comments.^_^)



Repeat it Back To You

Remember when you push me away
Taking me for granted
You don't care how I feel
But still here I am
Just feeling numb for you

But now that I've realized the
things you've done
It's my turn to make you feel
the same thing you made me feel

* Yes, I'm acting so harsh
I'm acting so rude
Nothing like you've met before
the one that you keep pushing through
You'll gonna feel the pain
I'm gonna repeat it back to you

Now you're waiting for me at
the bench
too late in the afternoon
Then I flashback before
when I used to wait for you
at the same bench
sitting, looking at the sky

And when you suggest
for several break ups
but I refuse
you never know how I feel
in those times
And now I'm the one repeating those
scenes and you're the one refusing
yet it's breaking inside of me
*

This has been planned
I want you to know how it
feels
Do you even know how to love someone?
Do you know how to be treated wrong by your love one?
Do you know
Do you know
how it hurts so much
You won't care anyway
you won't
*

Last part:

Why did you ever take my hand
if you'll just let it go so easily

My Little Perfect Confession

I know that I never really showed you
how I really feel
I know that I acted wrong with you
so wrong
that I broke your heart
every time we're together
I never noticed you nor cared for you
but don't you know that I was faking it
Cause I'm scared to admit it

* But believe me, I really did love you
Forgive me if I never really showed you
I know you'll never wanted to see me again
Yet I hope you will understand
my little perfect confession

I admit, I'm wrong
I'm selfish, I'm rude
But I did felt something
I just don't know how to act it right
I was afraid but I hope you'll still catch me anyway
Pls. don't let go of me yet
Promise you I'll change
*

I mistreated your love
I never appreciated you
but that's not me, not me
Pls. don't go yet
I'll chase a million steps from you
to bring you back

A part of me is now over
I'll show you the real me
*
Hope you'll understand
you'll understand
I hope you'll understand
My little perfect confession

Over

I have been waiting for your promise
for you to change you're old ways
I've been wondering why still wait
If you keep repeating the same mistakes
Then you'll say it's life

there are hard times, there are temptations
So I'll give you a chance but you'll always bringing me down
Do you really love me?

*You should have thought before
All the time you've wasted
Stop crying in front of me
and just let me go
Don't think that this isn't hard for me
Cause it's a million harder than you think
But I can't keep this happening over again
Now, I should move on and you should too
Cause it's over

Should I still wait
for the river to run dry
for you to keep your vow
You have been hurting me
Breaking me
for the hundred times
No it's over. You're time has end
you've wasted long enough to give you
another chance

I'm tired of listening to
you explanations over again
You're reasons has been
old enough to believe
Can't you see that I'm not happy
Tears flooded my entire life with you
I don't want to feel pain no more
It's over
*

Over
It's Over

Jin already left. She must be in California at this time. Sad thing is, she left so fast that she didn't even had a chance to join my birthday party(Jin your gift! jowks). I will miss you! Ei Jin, I think you forgot something. Well, last tuesday when tin and I were going home, we passed by Jin's notebook in the hallway, Kai was there too. It was the notebook I was begging her to give me. Good thing, she left it here in the Phil. and she's there at California.WAHAHAHA! Ok, so we dealt that we only write thoughts about Jin on her notebook.

Anyway, Taylor was intervied in the view about the incident and Kanye apologized.

Yes! It's my birthday. I've got lots of money and I just had a party a while ago, not a big one actually just a simple birthday party. This is my best day, it should be, it's my day! Well, the only disadvantage about today is that I got a year older(ahh..). I am now fifteen, can u believe that? I remembered the time when Myrtle and Jin announced at the side of the mansion(in asil) that we'll(tin and I) be entering our teen years after that day. So it was 2 years already. Time is truly fast. Well, guys as bad as it is, it's life. We'll always get older and older the following years.

Ok guys, don't be shock. There's a possibility that we won't be joining prom. It's so frustrating, that's one of the best moments of being a teen though at time I mock that event.LOL. But honestly I really do want to go. But somethings blocking that moment, FINANCIAL PROBLEMS! I understand grandma, it's just a critical year to deal with the financially headache prom could bring. Now that our lola revealed that our lolo has a crucial health problem and she needs to pay thousands of pesos everyday. I was really shocked when she said that, explaining facts about our situation. But she also stated that we could join prom if we could earn our own money. So I am finding way to earn money. I would volunteer to jobs like a teacher for koreans in cyber, which I already have. Or maybe I could join singing contest.hehe. I ave it all stored in my mind.

As much as I hate to tell you this guys, I just can't help it. After our party ended, I sat down infront of our laptop trying to find some cool topics to read. So as usual I visited starmometer.com where I found 2 posts about Taylor Swift. The first post was outrageous. The headline wrote "Kanye West ruined Taylor Swift VMA award" kinda like that. So obviously I clicked it and read what happened, kinda worried. I found out that Taylor Swift won VMA Best Female Video of the year which is really cool but this arrogant Kanye West suddenly snatch the microphone disgracely to Taylor Swift and said “Yo Taylor. I’m really happy for you. I’m gonna let you finish but Beyonce had one of the best videos of all time. One of the best videos of all time!” Taylor was speechless and teary-eyed. I hate him, honeslty I never even knew Kanye West at all which made my first impression towards him horrible. He can't just ran off te stage and tell that infront of Taylor and the audience, He should be sued by doing that. Good thing, the audience booed Kanye West and had a standing Ovation for Taylor Swift. Beyonce was really nice, she bring Taylor on stage when she won the most prestigious awars of the night "Video of the Year" and Taylor delivered her speech of acceptance for the second and time and she also sang "You Belong with Me" .I just have to stop this rant. He already payed for his mistake, there are so much people now who's also hating and detesting him so and Taylor's fans grew because of that event. Anyway, here's the video.